It's pretty much a wierd morning.
Thursday's gonna be check up day. careless me. damn it
ATTEMPTED to do some chem tutorials but managed only 1 question. The rest are like too tough to handle.
I need Nelson.

Those flying thingy in my eyes are coming back. so much for the op. Thursday's gonna suck.

I wanna buy IPOD NANO (RED)

Gonna rest now, head's pounding.

What's the problem now.
Tell me??
It's just 8 numbers away.
keeping hush ain't the way out.

PS3

the wonders of PS3.
Loving it.

I freakin hit the back of my head again tday!!!!

wtf wtf wtf wtf. as in seriously wtf!
Still hurting like fuck after 4 hrs.
Not gonna let my parent's know cause they'll start worrying too much.


Did i mention PS3??
It rocks. BIG TIME

FAMILY.

It's been a long time since i really cherished that word.

And probably only came to my senses recently on how important Family really is.

I've been so engrossed in my own life that i didn't even have the thought of spending more time with the people who care for me the most.

So right now...Time to mend it up!

Spent the whole of Sat with my parents and sister.

Booked tickets for a movie at TM.

And had lots of fun singing karaoke with them at home.

TMNT rocked our evening and so did dinner.

Went to the supermart with them ( it's been quite sometime ) and bought lots of rubbish that are not needed in the house.

It's nothing much, i mean these are simple stuff that families SHOULD do together.

yet i failed to see it. Dad been's working till he's falling sick. Mum's having a hard time with her superioirs back at work. Sis's uhm..well...just being the sis i know. And i, selfish and blind.

I'm gonna bring us all back together.

To those who are making the same mistake as i did...

You know what to do. :)

Bean!

Haha.

Went to watch The Mr Bean movie last night with lionel,Andrew, Vera and the rest.

Pretty funny, pretty lame, pretty pitiful.

Mr Bean is aging. Wrinkles and stuff. Bean gained weight.

Anyways i'm down with a huge cold and cough. intedned to skip school but failed to do so. Damn

Lessons are starting as per normal. Unlucky unlucky, My CG is placed right in front of the lecturer for Chem lectures. It's been quite sometime since i payed attension in class. Oh well...it's good...i think.

Not feeling too good...blog again someother time.

Ok so Orientation has started once more.
Sitting it through once more ain't that attractive so the group of us decided to SKIP!

Right..so day 1 was actually CSI and mass dance and stuff. Attended the first half of it and left the school round 3 in the afternoon. Decided to watch Stomp The Yard so we did at 4.20. The show's pretty darn cool though it's the 2nd time i watched it. Doh..
So Joel, Julia, Amelyn, Janice and me went to Pasta Mania for lunch and sat thre and talked while waiting for the show to start. We were at TM so we went out to the open area on the top floor and hanged around while Jance and Joel were playing the 'Spin" thingy. didn't feel too good then. Pasta must have poisoned me.

Got caught....

Tday which is Day 2 was equally un-attractive. MMM was it?
Was being held at town, so the same grp of us decided once more to skive. Left our OG and headed for marina square only to get called back by some teacher through Joel's phone.
Oh well..the rest went back leavnig me and Janice, waited for the train with her and went on to Paragon to meet up my mum at some Soba restaurant which was freakin good.
Shopped at Zara and bought stuff then to topman.
Been quite some time since i spent time with her and my sis so it felt pretty refreshing. :)

A teacher just called me. Asked me to go see him early tomorrow. Uh oh!
Gonna get my assed killed by him. Oh well..


I want my PS3 !

It's only 8.00 and i'm too tired to carry on typing. Time to snooze...ZZZ


If so, it would be great.
simply great.

Oh well, things arn't going well. lol

thurs.
Went out with david to town for a movie called 300. Pretty cool, pretty gorish, pretty naked.
heard that part of the movie is a real story, if it is, those spartan warriors sure got my respect.
After that i hanged around cini to get cigs and fagged a lil, before heading down to Meridian hotel for pool.
just so happens that the table are full, great huh.
And so our journey to Paradiz centre starts from there. Walked our shitass off and reached Cathay cinima first. And out of curiosity, or pure laziness. We decided to head in to check if there would be any pool palours in there. There was none. David was however tempted by the wonders of Ben & Jerrie's ice cream. Told him bout the fishfood and his face changed. guess he didn't know of such a flavour.
Paradiz centre i must say is FUCKED UP. The pool tables there were torn and tattered and their pool balls looks like a moon with all the lil 'craters' and stuff. Damn. Got on with a lol Lan and off we go for dinner. it was already 9.30 then so the sushi guy refused to let us dine in his restaurant. haha...shitass sushi place. Yoshinoya- only beef bowl and salmon bowl left.
So we headed for Mos burger, and ate our hearts out along with the attitdue the bitch by the counter gave us.
Headed back to my place and watched step-up. haha...
And fagged by the balcony throwing cig after cig to the neightbours house. but boy it was just what i needed.
Talked bout life, talked bout girls, talked bout everything. deduction- life sucks.
played poker till 5 in the morn, couldn sleep cause of certain issues so forced david to accompany me.


Fri.
Woke up and showered. got david up too and we headed to MJC to get my school uni. Damn i look like a blue marshmellow with a silver button on it.
Headed to tampines mall with david and ate Ajisen for lunch. Awesome lunch.
watched Storp The Yard. It's a pretty good show.
Went to cut my hair at storm. look like crap now. haha

tday.
Mum asked me a question.
" Kenneth, are u smoking?"
Oh shit!!!! of course i didn't confess.
Then she asked,
" U broke up? Don't take a relationship too seriously!"
I was like "too late mum"
haha...realised that i left my half written letter on the table. and she read it, every single detail.
Damn i need privacy.
Did a lil gardening with Dad today and got my hand cut deep by a pipe in the pond.
sis got me some snoopy plasters,
i was thinkin
"I prefer the pink panther ones"
anyways, I'm out!

I need a drink, a shitass strong one. To knock some sense into me.

I figured out what happened. At least what i thought actually happened.
Hold on a lil while, you'll find out the truth.
You've seen it for yourself, so that's why u didn't wanna hear an explanation.
but i swear,
You've got to trust me.

you got it totally wrong.
i've been hearing bout lot's of stuff and i suppose u weren't here to clear them up for me.
if ur out to spite guess what u sure did a hell of a job.
And it's the other way around.
You can have friends so i can't?
you can club so i can't?

Full of excuses??
the only reason i have excuses is because of you misunderstanding whatever i do.
never allowing me to explain myself before getting all jumpy at me.

screw all my promises huh.

i'm not the one putting the other person through test after test.
i'm not the one initiating this breakup.
i'm not the one who gets petty all the time.

u never mentioned what you want from me.
you think i'm some psycic?
what on earth have you been waiting for?

you've never contacted me throughout this period of time,
my msges are being ignored.
so are my calls.
how would i know how you feel?
i'm back home feeling all miserable, getting excited at every msg or call i get but it never turns out to be you.
so i assumed ur happy with the way you live now.
i assumed ur happy without me in your life.
while i'm back home beating myself up for losing somethin i held so dear,
just like that.

yea fine let everything go.
u wanna know who gets more miserable?
Yea it would be me.
cause i did no wrong.

and all you believe in is your side of the story




ur my one and only girl.
you know that.

and if you don't, believe it

we were blind when we needed to see.

now i know who's the demon.
FUCK i should never have listened to that person.
FUCK IT